really ur not missing much

my intellectual conversation today…

Son: Mommy I want a sickle.

Me: Nolan u just ate the last sickle

Son: Mommy I want a sickle

Me: Nolan I dont have any sickles

Son: uh huh I want a sickle

Me: Nolan hunny, they are all gone

Son: No not all gone gone I want a sickle

Me: I’m sorry nolan we have NO sickles!

Son: YES I WANT A SICKLE!!!!!! peas   (my heart breaks here cause I have no sickles)

Me: NOlan hunny I am sorry we do not have any I will buy u some more on my way home from work

Son: Mommy I want a sickle

aggrevation kicks in here

Me: NOlan we DO NOT have any, I can not pull a sickle out of my butt

Son: yes u can……

What do u say but bow in defeat load ur kid in the car go the store and get him a sickle. AKA popsicle

And hes two

Jan. 15th my son turned two.  TWO!  I am still in shock.  I can’t believe how fast they grow up, and how amazing it is to watch them grow into their own.  His personality gets bigger and bigger with each passing moment.  I am beyond blessed to claim this lil charmer as my son.  So with turning two we are now beginning to take away the pacifier, which is a lot harder on me then him, because I am watching all the small things that make him a baby disappear, it truly is a bittersweet thing.  We have also got a toddler bed that I hope to have put up by the end of this week, and it is a awesome bed, spongebob put of course.  Maybe one day I will start posting pics on this blog until then, u will have to look on my myspace.   And potty training, which I am  very very lost on.  I will keep u updated on how all of this growing up stuff is going. 

The birthday party.  What was the theme, u may wonder…  SPONGEBOB!  Nothing else would do.  My aunt made the cake, and she makes the BEST cake ever!!!!  So good she will probably make my wedding cake that is to assume that I will get married one day ummm ?  We only had one problem that day, Nolan was not happy about the fact that he had to sit at the table and eat his cake I got a wonderful picture of him throwing one of his tantrums.  Presents well he as enough toys to last him till his like 4 seriously.  And out of all the toys he got, there was only one he played with and it was a lil lightening mcqueen car that derek got him.  Good Job Derek!  It was good day he was very excited to blow out the candles and he did it all by himself, and he just thought it was the greatest thing ever when we clapped afterwards.  He is so all about being the center of attention, I have no clue where he got that from???  And after the bday party, lots of love from his momma he went with his Nonnie and PawPaw to spend 5 days in Knoxville being spoiled out of his mind!

Thus begin my mommy free week.  Which is fun for the 1st two days then it sucks, the house is to quiet and how I miss my son’s hugs!  I did nothing exciting!  I worked all week, and spent most of my free time with Derek.  It was nice and relaxing tho.  My last night however I did go out to dinner with Heather and Jess, then ended up hanging out with Ashley Freemen, Daniel, Michael, and two other guys I dont know.  Good times good times, nothing exciting went down.  But now my son is home and I feel like I have purpose again

So last night, at round 10:15 me and derek left his house and headed to my house which is like 30 to 40 mins from his house.  We get on the four lane and there as been a really bad wreck.  We sat in traffic for a hour and a half.  It was awful we seen them medflight someone, just terrible.  I have no clue if the person is alright or what really happen, I just know that I am beyond thankful I bought the dvd player for the car, so my son could enjoy spongebob thru our wait, if not for that he probably would have not enjoyed sitting still for that long.  

Well thats about as good as it gets tonight kiddos, maybe something exciting will happen or I will get a social life and have tons more to write about….. Dont hold ur breath

EVERYONE JUST CALM DOWN! I am still alive!

Yes I know its been 3 mths, u dont have to tell me.  I’ve been busy u know I have a life believe it or not!  Ok Ok  truth be told I’ve just been a horrible blogger slacker.  I am sorry please dont stone me!  I have plenty to tell and I am gonna recap what has been going on in the past few mths and then I am gonna try to start blogging again like a good lil girl is supposed too…  So this shall be coming at u RaNdOm StYlE…..

Hrm… Where to start?  I know!  I am sure many of u that read my page also read “A Day in the Life of Amanda” so yall already know about our REALLY REALLY REALLY AWESOME friendship tattoos!!!  I still effin love mine.  Its such a special thing to have, I am so blessed to have those 3 girls in my life.  We had such a WONDERFUL weekend together.  I so miss having those 3 girls right in my back yard we are so far apart now, its so sad… tear.  But it was awesome to see them, we totally tricked Angel into thinking I wasnt comeing and then seeing her reaction when I walked in was soo great!  I love u my Angel!!  Seeing Savvy was AMaZinG!  I can so not wait to see her again she is a perfect lil girl, the cutest EVER!  The road trip with Jayme and Amanda was nothing but pure NoNsense!  Of course!  Hey Jayme “Are u gonna eat that in the car????”  Way to funny!  I cant wait till we are all together again!!!!  I love u guys to the moon and back!

I got a new job, better hours better pay… umm Hell   ya!

Christmas was great.  Christie and Chels came in the 23rd and spent the day with me and nolan and we did christmas together.  It was very good to see the both of them!  Christmas eve was of course spent at my Aunt Sharons house, Hey Ma we so Own christmas of ‘07, u know what I am talking about, I still so love u tho!!!  Had a GREAT Christmas morning, got everything I wanted and more YAY!  Nolan def. got more then enough, it still looks like Toys R Us threw up in my lving room!  ha ha  Hope all of yall had a Merry Christmas as well!

New years eve.  Oh yall know how I do, partied like a rock star!  Ok ya that was a total lie…..  I had a very nice quite New years eve, spent with a wonderful man who I was very happy to ring in the new year with.    Whoo its 2008 bitches!!!  New year resolution um no…..

That should for now bring us up to speed for the most part…  Pretty much its the same day in and day out, I go to work get off of work and I am with my wonderful son and derek for the remander of the day.  That is pretty much as exciting as it gets!

Well I am going to try to jump back on this bandwagon and blog like a responsible blogger!

Peace Out    hee hee

what just popped up on my computer screen?!

Okay, I know that some ppl get off with computer porn, me not so much. But for some strange reason, my computer as decided to be infected with what only can be a porn pop up virsus!!!! Seriously in the past hour I have seen things I truely never wanted to see. I’m minding my business checking some myspace and BAM there is flashing coming from my screen, and in BOLD letters I see word like FREE LESBIAN SEX, or LIVE COLLEGE GIRLS, womens boobs and other various body parts are plastered onto my screen! It is quite horrible. U know maybe if I was a lesbian, or into seeing random college girls naked, I might be happy to have these lovely pop ups every other minute. But well see I’m straight I like men, but honestly I dont like to look at naked random men on the internet and I really dont want to watch to ppl going at it!!!! I would much rather experience sex, myself in real life. So I am going to I guess get some kind of pop up blocker cause seriously ppl, I am sick of seeing random tits. Have any of u ever had this problem? Or am I the only one being plagued by porn?

Class or Sex, what shall I choose????

So my title will have nothing to do with my blog. But Amanda, over at A day in the Life ofAmanda will TOTALLY know what my heading is all about! So in this post I am gonna try so hard not to over do it with the exclamation points or question marks, and the NEways, well I will for this post type it correctly. Emily, Mrs. Whats a Quirk its done for u, but don’t get to excited b/c this may be the only time it happens! Ya I know it drives u crazy, which also mean I know your reading my blogs without commenting them, um lurker?

Anyways, not to much is going on, work, mostly. But something that did excite me, I walked outside tonight to retrieve something from my car, and I could smell fall in the air, the crisp cold. I love it! Today I wore jeans a sweatshirt and my nikes. This would be what I love to wear most, so comfy yet stylish, in a sense. I’m ready to open my curtains and see the ground covered in snow, I love fall and winter! I do tend to freeze to death, but I will just pile on the clothes! Theres just so much I love about winter. Homes seem so much more cozy, and there is nothing like having a fire place, ugh how I wish I had one! And I love curling up on the couch, with a blanket, being able to look out the window see the snow falling and read a good book. And then there is the hot tub at my aunts house, . I mean of course there are drawbacks, life freezing my ass off when I’m outside smoking, or thinking my teeth are going to chatter out of my head while my car is warming up! But hey everything cant be blissfully perfect. And of course soon summer will be around the corner and I am sure I will be ready for it by then!

First I have to say Emily u have no idea how hard it was to type that and not overuse my exclamtion points to show my excitement about the cold weather, but its all good, hope u were able to read it without cringeing ha ha. Oh and if anything was mispelled sorry that isnt my best area!

Ur just not cool till u’ve slammed back a Liquid Cocaine

Seriously, it will put hair on ur chest!  Ok so I said that u werent cool till u shot one of these bad boys but all joking aside….DONT DO IT!!!!

So its been a busy past week.  One of my g/fs of many years finally tied the knot!  I couldnt be any happier for her!  The wedding was AmaZing!!!  The bacholerette party tho  low key was VERY fun!  Up untill I took that terrible shot!  So it was like me and one other girl drinking, but we kept it cool.  A liquid cocaine wasnt what I wanted, I order a Liquid Marijuana, BUUUUT the bartender didnt know how to make it so our waiter (whom his name as left me now) said he knows how to make a Liquid cocaine and I said HEy I’ll try anything once, famous last words…..  so I’m expecting u know a drink, a fruity concoction of some-sort, oh no my friends he brings me a shot, more like a double shot, and it smells like couch syrup and moonshine, PUKE!  BUT I cant back away from it I already ran my mouth and said I will try anything once *mental note NEVER say that again*  so I drink it, and granted everyone got a great laugh, as my “Holy Sh*t this is terrible” face immediately showed after I allowed this horrible thing to slide down my throat!  My face is on fire for a good 30 mins after this shot, and a buzz sweeps over me, and I need food fast or this girlie isnt driven home.  Thankfully food came, sick feeling left.  As I’m payin for my stuff, I ask the waiter (& its driving me crazy that I cant remeber his name!) What was in that thing, and he says “Jager and Peppermint Snopps”  well go figure!  See my blogger friends I despise both of those drinks!!!!  But all things aside, it was wonderful hanging out with girlies, the entertainment was good, oh and he was hot   Exspecially when he pulled off Hit me baby one more time, BUt he pulled out all of the stops when he started palyin the allman brother um I love The allman Brothers, yes yes I do.  BUT neoleways, was a great night we all looked fabulous!  AND my gift totally embarrassed heather which was fun, but she also loved everything else I got her!!!!

On to the wedding, two words for ya Perfectly Disgusting!  Ha ha.  Seriously tho, it was beautiful I am so happy for her and colbs!  Everything went great!  They couldnt have asked for a more perfect day!  Ry was outstanding, best flower girl ever!!!!!  The reception was fun.  Food laughter and a lot of photos!!!!!

Well that post jumped around a bit, and maybe some of it was out of balance but its late and I am very tired so later ginas!

Judgemental ppl are the root of sooo much evil

I hate being judge by someone who barely knows me.  Who knows nothing of my life or why I am in the place I am currently in my life.  BUT even worse I hate Judgemental Christians!!!!  Exspeically the ones who claim to be these outstanding followers of the Lord.  My question to them is, If u are such a loyal christian isn’t one of the main things the Lord tells u is not to judge, that He is the only one who can do that????  And its because of those ppl I am FORCED to wear my Scarlett letter.  It is those ppl who continuesly make my heart bleed.  What makes me a bad person b/c I am a single mother?  And don’t u think u should know the situation of why I am a single mother before u start judging????  I never in my life asked for this, it was simply the cards I was dealt.  Should I crawl under a rock in shame???  Or stand on my own two feet and make my life and my childs life worth living???  Is it so bad to turn out like me?  I have a full time job, I go to school part-time, I have my own place, my own car, I pay my own bills, and I raise my son alone.  I provide him with shelter, clothes, food, toys and most importantly he is surrounded by my love and love of my family and close friends.  I never asked for his father to become a drug addict!!!  I believed wholeheartly that he was gonna be the man I married and we were gonna be a family, but that wasnt what was meant to be, but it was not my fault.  I went thru hell and back with that man and came out on the other side with a intense strength and determination to not let him and what he as done control my fate.  I have been thru so much in my life, how can this person judge me?  They’ve known me for a lil over a month.  Who does she think she is???  I can tell u she isnt a saint, shes been around in her life, so what now makes her mistakes any less then mine?  All I have to say to her is she either better put her stones down, or I shall start casting some at her.  I will not allow her to pin that Scarlett Letter on me,  I will not allow her to make me feel ashamed for the things I have done in my life and the choices I have made, I will NOT allow her to make me feel ashamed for being a single mother, and I will not allow her to make me feel ashamed for marching to the beat of my OWN drum.  And u know what that is just how I roll……

In a Nut shell

Dear Asshole,

I still HATE u…..

F**k off….

kthanksbye

so see heres the thing…..

Work work work work work work work

Mommy mommy mommy mommy mommy

So see heres the thing…. I’M BORED!!!  Ya I stay super busy with, a full time job, a full time single parent and a part time student.  So I most always have plenty of things that need to be done.  But what happen to the fun stuff???  I have my moments but its like once every few months.  How can I balance all of my important stuff and find time to have a social life again?  But there isnt much to do around here, so that doesnt help.  And I’m past the whole partying thing alll the time.  Yes now and then its awesome, but I need other things to do as well.  I am not really sure what exactly I am looking for.  I am not even sure I am making any sense at this point.  When I have time to go and do something I usually have nothing to do.  So maybe all I’m doing here is complaining, perhaps?  I don’t know, but I am done for now and I am sure this post made no sense what so ever, maybe u will have something a lil bit more stable the next time I write, but its off to bed b/c I have plenty of errands to run tom.  ummm BLAH!

…and if yall leave now u will totally be here by 4am!!!

Ok been a blogger slacker I know…. I’m sorry yadda yadda yadda and u get the point…. Soooooo anywaaays!

As u all know Me, manda, angel and Jayme are best friends, the Kroger 4some. This whole all 4 of us living in different states just really isnt good for us. So we all talked up moving closer together, well Jayme jumps in head first!!!! And as moved to Lexington, with Amanda! Which is totally awesome cause she is so much closer now that she isnt in MI. Now Angel will always be in Springfield we know this, we kinda sorta accept that, but u never know what could happen. So now of course me moving to lexington could be a very near future thing! Hrm… we will see but any ole ways. So I’m talking to my girlies mammie and jaymikins and its like midnight and I tell them they just need to get in the car and drive the happy butts on to see me. And u know what they so did! So close to 4 am they pull up in my drive way, we are all draggin, but so exstatic to see each other!!!!!! We stay up like 2 more hours talking, and are beyond the point of being deprived of sleep seeing as how I worked 11 and a half hours yesterday! We only get like 4 hrs of sleep!!! Jayme was up before me manda and Nolan and was fixing breakfast!!! And see Jaymes breakfast is what pretty much got us thru the day when we lived at the apt! It is the best Hangover food EVER!!!!!!!! So it was so GREAT having breakfast with 2 of my girlies (Angel u know its never the same without u!!!!) Then we broke out the old party pictures and had so many laughs!!!! Then cleaned up and headed out to get something to bring back to fix for lunch! After a yummy lunch we played disney charades! So freakin funny!!!! We are beyond silly!!!! and of course sadly at 5 they had to leave and head back to reality…. But it was BEYOND wonderful having them here, and I hate being so far away from all of them! I am sure manda will put some pics up on her wordpress blog so yall enjoy I will have some up on my myspace soon! And Jayme u best send me copies of the pics u’ve got!!!!!!!!!
Well that was very short, but I havnt had a lot of sleep so I am gonna jet, but now that I have the net I will be able to post my blogs reguarly again! So I will give u a life update tom!
Angel Amanda and Jayme I LOVE U GUYS!!!!